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TO READ

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1. How I Live Now by Meg Rosoff
2. You Don't Know Me by David Klass
3. Broken Soup by Jenny Valentine
4. 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher
5. The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
6. 19 Minutes and The Pact by Jodi Picoult
7. The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger
8. The Darkest Power series by Kelley Armstrong
9. Hunger Games Series by Suzanne Collins
10. Morganville Vampires Series by Rachel Caine
11.Forever by Judy Blume
12. Blubber by Judy Blume
13. White Oleander by Janet Fitch
14. Surviving Sam by Karen Rivers
15. Impulse by Ellen Hopkins
16. Identical by Ellen Hopkins
17. God and I Broke Up by Katerina Mazetti
18. Undone by Brooke Taylor
19. Maybe by Brent Runyon
20. After the Wreck, I Picked Myself Up, Spread My Wings, and Flew Away by Joyce Carol Oates
21. Blade Silver: Color Me Scarred by Melody Carlson
22. Burnt Orange: Color Me Wasted by Melody Carlson
23. Harsh Pink: Color Me Burned by Melody Carlson.
24. Pitch Black: Color Me Lost by Melody Carlson
25. Faded Denim: Color Me Trapped by Melody Carlson
26. Violet & Clare by Francesca Lia Block,
27. Witch Baby by Francesca Lia Block
28. Stick Figure: A Diary of My Former Self by Lori Gottlieb
29. Life Size by Jenefer Shute
30. The Best Little Girl in the World by Steven Levenkron
31. Thin by Grace Bowman
32.Skin by Adrienne Maria Vrettos
33. Skinny by Ibi Kaslik
34. Anorexic by Anna Paterson
35. Second Star to the Right by Deborah Hautzig
36. Diary of an Anorexic Girl by Morgan Menzie
37. The Passion of Alice by Stephanie Grant
38. Kim: Empty Inside: The Diary of an Anonymous Teenager by Beatrice Sparks
39. My Sister's Bones by Cathi Hanauer
40. Perfect by Natasha Friend
41. Where I Want to Be by Adele Griffin
42. Say Goodnight, Gracie by Julie Reece Deaver
43. I Miss You, I Miss You! by Peter Pohl
44. Lolita by Vladimir Nobokov.
45. To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee.
46. Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë.
47. Pride And Prejudice by Jane Austen.
48. Are You There Vodka? It's Me, Chelsea by Chelsea Handler.
49. When I Was Five I Killed Myself by Howard Buten
50. Looking for Alaska by John Green
51. between here and april by Deborah Copaken Kogan
52. the perks of being a wallflower by stephen chbosky
53. My sister's keeper by Jodi Picoult
54. Through the Looking-Glass, and What Alice Found There by Lewis Carroll
55. Girl, interrupted by Susanna Kaysen

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I grabbed hold of her wrist and my hand closed from tip to tip
I said 'you've taken the diet too far, you have got to let it slip'
But she's not eating again, she's not eating again, she's not eating again, she's not eating again.
I ask her to speak French and then I need her to translate, I get the feeling she makes the meaning more significant.
She was always far too pretty for me to believe in a single word she said, believe a word she said.
At fourteen her mother died in a routine operation, from allergic reaction to a general anesthetic. She spent the rest of her teens experimenting with prescriptions, in a futile attempt to know more than the doctors.
She said one day to leave her, sand up to her shoulders waiting for the tide
to drag her to the ocean, to another sea's shore.
This thing hurts like hell,
but what did you expect?

And all you can hear is the sound of your own heart
And all you can feel is your lungs flood and the blood course
But oh I can see five hundred years dead set ahead of me
Five hundred behind,
A thousand years in perfect symmetry

Best known left wrist right finger, through all the Southern States, on every video games machine they call her triple A.
There were racists on the radio trying to give up smoking, the chat show host, he joked 'you have to wait for the government program'.
You talk about your politics, and I wonder if you could be one of them, but you could never kiss a Tory boy without wanting to cut off your tongue again.
A good place to look to the future is when you are sat at the sea, with the salt up to your ankles and a view of the end of the pier, you may look down at your model's feet and wish that you'd just float away, and the weather here is overcast and the sea is the same shade of grey, so the landscape before you looks just like the edge of the world, but to the left side and the right side, either way is a crazy golf course.
The sea is a good place to think of the future.

And all you can hear is the sound of your own heart
And all you can feel is your lungs flood and the blood course
But oh I can see five hundred years dead set ahead of me
Five hundred behind,
A thousand years in perfect symmetry
A thousand years no getting rid of me
A thousand years in perfect symmetry.
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God, that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said, "Yes, I think we've met before"
In that instant it started to pour

Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of that time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name


This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
You tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
And now you're outside me, you see all the beauty
Repent all your sin

Nothing but time and a face that you'll lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't choose
I'll write you a postcard, I'll send you the news
From the house down the road from real love

Live through this and you won't look back
Live through this and you won't look back
Live through this and you won't look back

There's one thing I have to say so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save
I'm not sorry there's nothing to save
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Open your eyes.

2 min read
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old

The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes.

Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine
And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time

Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine

Tell me that you'll open your eyes.

All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you.

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